Saturday, September 6, 2008
no more pictures, no more going out, no more having fun.this whole period of time im just gonna bury myself in books and studies and books and studies and books and studies and books and studies. and i wont care about anything else that's happening around me. maybe by studying aand studying non stop, i will be numb over certain things overtime.im going nuts. i dont know what to do. im going crazy i think. when i started talking to my hamster(sketch) and started doing crazy things like dancing and hopping around my house. maybe just after this 2 months, things will be better. i guess.i do still care okay.