Sunday, February 24, 2008
its finally the weekends. good thing, i can rest more. bad thing, time flies. next week is the start of common test, or actually it started with social studies already. oh. results: the whole class failed except for fatin. 8 out of 25 for me, that's bad uh. and i don't know what the hell is the physics teacher teaching all the while, i guess im going to faint anytime. with the mugging i planned during this 2 days, i shall flood my tutor with questions tomorrow. and after the end of common test, i shall get my green head and catch up with so many movies im dying to watch. oh. L movie is fantastic! serious. (:
fruits and vegetables are a must everyday, and no more carbohydrates please. thanks maha for the advice. (:
whatever people say, all the nasty things, thanks for standing by me.
loves.
❤yours sincerely.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
finally a new fan arrived in my computer room. grins. its some sort of fan. oh wells. i guess its a fan. :xmy throat went dry after shouting to the fucking chinese teacher today. too bad she made me pissed off when im already having a bad mood. i know im supposed to study my social studies now but i just have to charge my mp4 and meanwhile watch dou niu yao bu yao latest episode. heh.
i shall get the gummies darling bought for my show.
3 months and 1 day love. (:
❤yours sincerely.
Monday, February 18, 2008
my cousin's new house is nice and im right there at the moment. completed my maths which is a miracle and im left with my english assignments. not forgetting to practise on my piano later. oh and there's tuition later. great. im so packed. i better try to postpone my tuition.❤yours sincerely.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
HAPPY VALENTINE'S! (1402)
thanks everyone for their beautiful presents! (:
missing things: jovina's ferrero rocher, i ate them. chye's towel, received today.
Samuel's huge card, snow globe, kisses and precious moment box.
Arielle's heart shaped cookies.
Andrea & YiLing's cupcake.
Chye's strawberry pink towel.
Fatin's cream cupcake.
Jacquetta, Mandy & WanLing's "ice-cream" cookie.
Janet's japanese sweets.
Jesslin's minute cupcake.
JiaXin's ice cream stick message.
Jovina's ferrero rocher and green card.
SzeErn's drawing.
Valerie's cookies.
Vera's candle and red card.
BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE. (:
i know my cupcake is weird. oh and mum's buying an oven! (:
oh great. mum's out to buy pads and cheered me up with a green apple green tea.
❤yours sincerely.
im so fucking angry that i cried cause i had such a fucking bad day. i just received news that i got my piano internal exam in may, yet im so not prepared. i haven't decide on my third piece and i can't play both hands for my other 2 pieces. which indicates that im fucking screwed. and registration ends on 20th. everthing's going on so fast that i can't handle it.
second thing. that fucking uncle of that fucking shop refused to let me use nets to buy a packet of fucking pads. my first time buying pads and its so embarrassing when he refused to let me buy it using nets and can only be used for 30 bucks and above. how many fucking packets of pads do you want me to buy? which means that i have no pad for tmr.
i had such a big headahe that i can collapse anytime. and i can't concentrate on things im doing. my shoulder hurts like fuck too. things aren't right in school now. its not like we used to be. everything is changing. everything. i just feel it that way. its like being back to 2006 or the start of 2007. i just feel it.
fuck. im angry with myself. i hate my life.
while you are enjoying yourself out there, im having a bad time now.
❤yours sincerely.
Friday, February 15, 2008
sometimes i just envy her for getting so much time to hang out with you and get you all by herself.i really appreciate you.
i love you.
❤yours sincerely.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
valentine's on thursday. (: i can't wait to give the gift to all the people i love. i mean. even thought quarrels or somewhat reason made us fell apart and stopped talking to each other or even being near each other, you are still my good friend once. VALENTINE'S A DAY TO SPREAD OUR LOVE TO PEOPLE WE CARE. (:my legs almost broke while shopping for gifts and im broke for the week. i just hope that there will not be any fucking learning journey tmr that will destroy my plans! and i will make sure i fucking kill that teacher. and not to forget, geography test was a disaster. i passed without a good grade and am absolutely pissed with it. common tests coming up and the mugging starts. plus, sitting under the hot sun in the paradesquare during lunch break is definitely uncool, and it will last for a week.
❤yours sincerely.
Monday, February 11, 2008
totally spies, martin mystery, powerpuff girls and winx club. okay. its just a few cartoons i didn't have time to watch for the past month so im catching them during this 4 days of break. (: heh. totally spies coming up at 3. oh and movies! i want watch the ah long pte ltd and the jaychou's basketball thingy and and L's movie coming up on 21 feb. (: that's nearing my common test which falls on the end of feb! RAHHHHHH! i want to watch. and i must watch.oh. and talking about my diet starting on monday. im serious okay. i will just have a healthy sandwich each day plus plain water. come on. you guys know i can't exercise. it will give me a hell time. and yes. i hate exercising. laderm lalalalala laderm... that's rather random. IF ANY OF YOU CATCH ME WANTING TO SNACK ON SOMETHING BETTER SCOLD ME! off to the supermarket later to get my veggies. heh.
❤yours sincerely.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
if you don't have the time for me, then don't bother talking to me at all. NOT A SINGLE WORD!❤yours sincerely.
hope you are doing fine there alright? (:
AUNT'S PINEAPPLE TARTS finally arrived, plus an amount of ang baos collected today. my first and last visit to collect ang baos. i only visit on one particular day and that's all. how pathetic right? -.- and uncle's cooking is wonderful. i shall start my dieting on monday. how about that? (:
so now. i shall munch on the pineapple tarts. heh.
❤yours sincerely.
Saturday, February 9, 2008
i just realised i finished my eyeliner and didn't get a new one. no make up for tomorrow?what the fuck.
what's wrong with me. i keep blogging.
❤yours sincerely.
i realised that.
❤yours sincerely.
i dont know what's wrong with me. i mean. chinese new year's not over, like i have not been to my relatives' house yet to get my ang baos. and im counting down to valentine's day. how weird can i get and to cram my brain with all the gifts i must get for many many people. especially the girls in my class. (: heh. cupcakes, biscuits, chocolates, sweets, flowers. WHAT. im still thinking.
i shall talk to my imaginary friend and ask him. im fuming with myself. and i dont know why! arghhhhhh. maybe i should do some reading. or REALLY START on my project. or do my comprehension. or watch tv(dad's hogging to it). or listen to songs. WHAT. i don't know. i don't know what's wrong with me. im bored stiff at home and im just angry with myself. RAHHHHH!
❤yours sincerely.
oh my god. i better start on my f&n project.
❤yours sincerely.
Friday, February 8, 2008
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE.it doesnn't seem happy to me. oh wells. tons of reasons can explain that. with phone calls of happy new year earlyin the morning at 8 simply pisses me off. I WANT TO SLEEEP! ITS THE HOLIDAYS. but on the brighter side, i received 3 ang baos already and its more than 200 bucks. muahahahaha. BUT...... part of it has to be banked in. (disappointment)
and new year goodies are going to make me gain back all my weight again! ummmm. maybe i will cut down after i finish eating them? heh. PINEAPPLE TARTS BY AUNTIE. heheh. and love letters, chocolates, sweets. AHHHHH. better gobble them up and start losing weight.
im so bored. can the school allow us to wear coloured contacts? so that i will not squint my eyes whenever i see teachers lurking around.
❤yours sincerely.
Thursday, February 7, 2008
COLOURED C♥NTACTS.
❤yours sincerely.
its all have to do with biasness. yes. curse the parent support group upside down inside out. i will not tolerate this. please dont let me see that kid of the parent or i shall murder her! THEIRS IS SO NOT UP TO STANDARD.
CONFIDENCE MAKES YOU FALL. we learnt our lesson.
what's the point of 447 fishes and 1 week of effort.
❤yours sincerely.
Monday, February 4, 2008
I LOVE MY AQUA BLUE CONTACTS. (:❤yours sincerely.
Saturday, February 2, 2008
with tests and more tests coming up. i think im gonna be buried alive soon. and with poodle proceeding to check the sec 4s, many will rather be dead than alive. everyone should start to migrate to other countries, since she will not let us off even we are like outside school? how worse can that be. its so not safe staying here anymore.
and having 3 minutes to eat a cup of maggie noodles is totally insane. and im serious about that. we should really burn the school down and sing the campfire song. hooray!
SUCKER SCHOOL WITH SUCKER TEACHERS. whatever you call that.
❤yours sincerely.
