F&N F&N F&N F&N F&N F&N F&N F&N fuck it. so tiring and the project is ridiculous and redundant. great, im starting get afraid of the fact that 3 months will soon be over and im going to spend like 1 month in the hall doing exams. fuckkkkkk. im scareddddddd. my mind is like playing a record on repeat: im doing my paper, i find it easy. my results came out. not as expected. sms arrived. I DIDN'T GET INTO THE COURSE I WANT. even if i did. in year 2, I COULD NOT GET INTO FASHION DESIGN categoryand will be forced to take up retail merchanising! my god. im like so fucking scared of this and that. O LEVELS IS A FUCKING WALKING NIGHTMARE. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck everything.