★GREENISTHECOLOUR

Sunday, March 30, 2008

you know how i feel about it? everytime, i learnt to cherish the loved ones around me esp my family, you made me change my mind again. i know what you are doing behind us. i know. im not that dumb. everytime i thought of the times when im little, where you brought me out to shop and tried your best to do your part, watching out for me and whatsoever. i really appreciate that. and when he told me how upset you are when i totally ignored you for a period of time because you always complained to him about me not returning home by ten. i didn't have a curfew in the past, and after i realised what you have done and the way you are tying me to you it really made me mad. i felt guilty when he told me you are crying that's why i acknowledge you again. but whenever i have this feeling, you always break it. yes, you always do. you know what. im sick of checking on your messages and always finding out new things, which in the first place i know what i will see. i got a general idea of the whole thing. i even asked you about it, and you just end it with a two word answer. you lied to me in my face. hello. im 16 that time? i can tell. i know what you are doing behind our backs. i didn't tell him, maybe he knows it maybe he doesn't. i wanted to keep this to myself cause i dont want to break us up. dont give me stupid excuses if i confront you about it one day. cause in this, you are in the wrong. if you think that he cause this whole thing to start, you are wrong. there are other ways to overcome obstacles but not in this manner. i never went through this before but i know that its wrong. im disappointed in you, i truly am.

for now, i only want to care about my studies and my friends. and if, because of you, i can't get into the course i want so to pursue my dreams. i dont know what i will do. and to me, now, you dont have the right to tell me what is right or what is wrong. im happy with my boyfriend, and you are in no position to show me your displeasure about it whenever i go out with him. because you have already made me lose the trust i had in you for the past 16 years.

note: dont think otherwise if you guys dont know what is actually going on.

❤yours sincerely.