pretend. that's what you have to master in order to survive in my world. or rather, to me, what i always do when im home. to make things better, to make-believe, to make joy and laughter, that's when pretend comes in. and im already used to it, even maybe, master it throughout the past 4 years of my life. you can't get everything you want. pretend is good. absoultely. what you see, is actually a false show. if there's a choice, i rather not exist in this world, the more you grow, the more you suffer. the more you know. the more you gets hurt.
and the message tone rings again.
get what i mean? just pretend, i figured out that's the best way afterall.