Sunday, February 17, 2008
let me rant first before i start blogging about nice things.im so fucking angry that i cried cause i had such a fucking bad day. i just received news that i got my piano internal exam in may, yet im so not prepared. i haven't decide on my third piece and i can't play both hands for my other 2 pieces. which indicates that im fucking screwed. and registration ends on 20th. everthing's going on so fast that i can't handle it.second thing. that fucking uncle of that fucking shop refused to let me use nets to buy a packet of fucking pads. my first time buying pads and its so embarrassing when he refused to let me buy it using nets and can only be used for 30 bucks and above. how many fucking packets of pads do you want me to buy? which means that i have no pad for tmr.i had such a big headahe that i can collapse anytime. and i can't concentrate on things im doing. my shoulder hurts like fuck too. things aren't right in school now. its not like we used to be. everything is changing. everything. i just feel it that way. its like being back to 2006 or the start of 2007. i just feel it.fuck. im angry with myself. i hate my life.while you are enjoying yourself out there, im having a bad time now.